Staying, Leaving, and Becoming

Learning to stay; Learning to leave

If I could make it around the corner,
If I could just get past that traffic light,
If I could weave my way through that crowd,
If I could hold my breath past the puddle,
If I could make the journey home,
Then a perfect love is continued, full, and alive.
Then we are complete, together-ly apart, and happy.

And If learning to stay and learning to leave,
has root in this moment-presence, then here I am. Ready.
Ready for the next step towards this staying and leaving.

BUT if life is simply learning how to stay and how to leave:
........................every moment of every day......
Staying and Leaving that emotion of delight or regret,
........................that flash of discovery or awe,
........................or that person you hold most dear.

THEN, I will chose instead to become;
never staying and never leaving.
Ever-here; and always

Becoming,
-- Elliott

"The journey for the sake of saving our own lives is little by little to cease to live in any sense that really matters, even to ourselves, because it is only by journeying for the world's sake - even when the world bores and sickens and scares you half to death - that little by little we start to come alive." Fredrick Buechner